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Sent to a friend I lay in my bed at night and cry. I don't know what causes the tears; how could this princess have insecurities or fears? I really shouldn't complain. I have a pretty smile, many friends, a great guy, the newest trends, my family has money, I get good grades, have my own car. Always looking happy, every single day, but inside I am feeling a different way.What do you do when all you think about is pain? When you try to get through the day by popping pills just to be numb so you don't have to feel it? What are you supposed to do when you can't be happy with the perfect person who you try to love but its too hard? Why can't I be happy. Why do I have to plaster a smile across my face and focus on something obscure so I don't break down and cry in the middle of class. I'm an adult, why do I feel the need to curl in a ball and sob for hours...
Whats wrong with me? My life doesn't suck but I hate every fucking thing about it. I hate my fucking face, I hate my fucking hair, I hate my body, my legs...everything. I just hate being me. I hate being called a lesbian. I hate being called butch. I hate being called skinny. I hate being called anything. I hate my name. I hate myself. How can I love someone else?
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- i am facing the same problem. but i dont have any money, not even a house, no job, not looking good, my gf left me which affected me so badly, and i also feel depressed and cry alone now..and I'm a 26yr old guy.
- I think you need a help. I'm sure the therapist will give you an answer that'll help you from your depression. Don't be pessimistic girl! Just be strong!
- I think you need an expert's help, a therapist. I'm sure they'll give you advices that'll help you overcome your depression. You're surrounded by caring and loving people. Don't be pessimistic girl! Always think on the positive side. Stay strong!
- I knw how u feel coz i feel so at tymz.But I Want u 2 knw Dat No mata wat u ar passing tru,Jesus Luvz U...It Workz 4 me nd i knw it will definatly work 4 u...Giv Him a trial...u can reach me via ilesuc92@yahoo.com
- I am in your situation.. Go for treatment, it is helping me
- My heart goes out to u my dear. Seek God ur life will be full of joy. I ll pray for u
- You feel this way because somethings isn't right with your brain. This is correctable. It might be as simple as you need a vitamin shot at the hospital. Please, you have enough money to go get a blood test and see if something is wrong. If your body is normal, don't panic. You still need help with your brain, see a psychologist, he or she may refer you to a psycharatist.
The drugs you're taking only temporarially flood your brain with the right chemicals, they will not work in the long term. You may need to take the correct drug to fix your chemistry. There is no shame in this, millions of people need a little help setting things right in their brain.