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Sent to a friend I AM A BISEXUAL AFRICAN AMERICAN, BUT NO ONE CLOSE TO ME KNOWS ABOUT MY SEXUAL PREFERENCE. WHEN I COME HOME TO VISIT FRIENDS AND FAMILY I WILL ALWAYS BRING HOME A WOMAN, AND THEY WOULD ALL GREET ME WITH SMILES AND COMPLIMENT HER. WHEN I AM BACK AT MY SIDE OF TOWN I AM A TOTAL DIFFERENT PERSON. I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY BUT AT THE SAME TIME I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH THIS WOMAN. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, I DON'T WANT TO BREAK EITHER ONE OF THEIR HEARTS, AND I DON'T WANT TO STAY WITH THE GUY CAUSE THEN MY FAMILY WILL FIND OUT ABOUT MY LIFESTYLE. I AM LOST IN LOVE WITH BOTH WORLDS, AND I WANT TO FOLLOW MY HEART BUT MY HEART LEADS MORE TOWARD THE GUY, COULD IT BE THAT I AM ON THE VERGE OF BEING COMPLETLY GAY? BUT HOW WILL I TELL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS? OR SHOULD I JUST KEEP THE CONFUSED LIFE I AM LEADING JUST TO SATISFY EVERYONE? I AM ONE CONFUSED DL BROTHER.Rating:1.00
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- u need to let them both go until u become clear about who u really are and what you are going to do moving forward..... and at the end of the day u need to be praying for some serious guidance on this here DL and not being sure who are u truly are thing........
good luck - SEE THAT'S HOW AIDS AND SHIT BE GOING AROUND KILLING BLACK WOMEN. IF YOU ARE STILL DEALLING WITH BOTH OF THESE PEOPLE THEN YOU ARE DEAD WRONG! SEE U TRYING TO COVER UP THE REAL WORD THAT DESCRIBES YOUR ACTIONS BY SAYIN YOUR "CONFUSED" WHEN THE CORRECT WORD IS "SELFISH". DO IT FOR THEM AND MOSTLY FOR YASELF. PEACE
- Until YOU know what you need to do, you should cut them both loose and deal with your own issues of who and what you are, and how you want to live your life FREELY as.
Drawing them in during this confusion and trying to make everyone else happy is going to mean misery for you, if you go against what your heart is telling you.
I'd suggest that you pray and ask God to deliver you from the feelings for this other man, but YOU have to be willing to do whichever it is that your heart and mind collectively tells you to follow, but at the same time you need to ask that it be in line with God's will, unless of course you do not subscribe to Christianity or the teachings of the Bible. Be blessed.
~ SL ~ - MAN THERE ARE MANY THINGS THAT YOU CAN KEEP, BUT A SECRET IS NOT ONE OF THEM. YOU HAVE TO BE TRUE TO YOURSELF, YOU CAN'T BE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT OR PERCEIVE YOU TO BE. YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE IN YOUR HEART OF HEARTS. BUT BACK TO SECRETS, YOU CAN EITHER TELL THE SECRET NOW OR TIME WILL TELL THE SECRET. IT IS ONE THING TO LIVE A DOWN LOW LIFESTYLE BUT DON'T BE LOW DOWN, TELL THE WOMAN THAT YOU HAVE OTHER SEXUAL PREFERENCES. CONFUSED AND DOWN LOW ARE ONE AND THE SAME. IF YOU WERE NOT CONFUSED YOU WOULD NOT HAVE TO BE ON THE DOWN LOW. MAY YOU FIND PEACE OF MIND WHILE FINDING YOURSELF.
- IT IS JUST EASIER FOR YOU DOWN LOW BROTHERS TO BE SEEN WITH A WOMAN, THEN IT IS WITH YOUR LOVER MAN. STOP USING WOMAN FOR YOUR SECURITY BLANKET. CALL A SPADE A SPADE AND A GAY MAN , A GAY MAN. JUST REMEMBER SAME SEX, SAME PROBLEMS!!!!!!! I DON'T WANT OR NEED A DOWN LOW BROTHER HIDING UNDER MY APRON!!!
- Give up the beard and come out of the closet. Any man that sucks cock is gay. being bisexual is gay. just be honest to the sisters you deal with and get checked for STDs...