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Sent to a friend[1345] Not Sure What to do Next
I've known this guy for a long time, like 5 and a half years. When I first met him I kinda had a thing for him but I got over him pretty quickly, it was nothing serious. We've spoken but I wouldn't call him a friend.Most people find him annoying because he has a tendency to speak before he thinks. A few of my female friends think he's hot and for the longest time I've been sharing my lukewarm feelings about him. For example someone says "Damn T is hot, I'd do him." "And I'll give them a doubtful look and say "He's okay..." But now I find myself really attracted to him.
Maybe because I've gotten to know him through mutual friends and know we have so many things in common. And overall he's become more friendly towards me. I've been thinking of asking him out. But I feel like such a hypocrite. I don't know, I feel like I should feel guilty for liking him after saying I didn't for so long but I don't. I haven't really been attracted to him until recently. I can't bring myself to tell any of my friends though, because it's kind of embarrassing.
They're gonna bring the past up and all I've said before. I just know it. Besides I've been having some issues admitting it to myself. It's kind of petty I know.
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- don't worry about your friends. you are entitled to change your mind, it is just like you said petty. while you are getting your new man, you might want to get some new friends too. because being petty is just not pretty.
- girl, if you like him and feel he would add to your life and not take awat from it, do it. love don't knock everyday and sometimes before you see light in people you need time to get to know them. We've all been there. People grow on us. if you like it, I love it. And if your friends trip, they're probably just jealous....no biggie.