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[2302] I\'m a cliche!

The reason I say that I am a cliche is that I am a husband who wants to diddle my nanny. Let me give you some background before you call me a pig. We hired our nanny and she had been working with us for over a year. I NEVER said anything to her about my feelings. I suspected she felt the same way. During this year of employment, I found out my wife cheated on me with her boss. My nanny was in a committed 5 year relationship as well.

I could finish her thoughts. I could finish her sentences. I knew exactly what she was feeling. What made her comfortable, what made her uncomfortable. We loved the same shows, same movies, same foods. I have never (nor ever will) find someone that that I was so completely compatible with. We laughed together and became best friends for over a year. All this time I had to hide my feelings for her not knowing if she felt the same way. She moved away a month ago and I have never been so miserable. I think of her constantly and it wasn\'t until a few weeks ago that I told her how I felt. Low and behold she had feelings for me as well and had for a long time but we could never do anything about it.

How can I possibly become happy again knowing that my perfect match is gone and I can\'t have her.

How can I willingly make a sacrifice for the rest of my life (and her as well) knowing that I would be much happier with someone else.

We still text once in a while but we can never be together the way I would like to be.

How do I get past this? I can\'t stop thinking about her.

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  • STOP CONTACTING HER AND TIME WILL TAKE CARE OF THE REST.

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