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Sent to a friend[2571] 14 inlove with my 32year old cousin
im 14 im a freshman in highschool and im a femail. my cousin is 32 male my cousin called my gmas house back in june and we started talking over the phone alot...he qwas talking about how he wanted to move up here and everything and stuff so he wanted me to fly down to arizona where he was ..and drive back with him and this was supposed to take place august 9th it never happend so he came down here .but my dad was gonna let me go because my cousin lived down here and like was here when i was like 5-7 years old and i used to be happy when he was around and stuff we used to hang out ...but im thought of him as my cousin then....and then he left and i hdent seen him for 6 years and now he came down here and he was staying at my house for about a week and half and we started hanging out the first day he came down we were like driving around and that night when were where home it was like i was fine all day then i started getting these strong feelings for him...i was scaird..so when he was smkin a ciggaret out side i went out there and sat with him he kew sopmething was bugging me and we just sat there for about 2 houars just like trying to figure out what was wrong....i finnally told him that i thought i had a crush on him...them it took us another two houers to figure out what he was trying to say and he said that he had thoughts about me that he wasnt su posed to anf like he felt the same way...i was relived..
i went in my room layed down and just stared off at teh celing he came in got a chair and sat next to my bed...it was verry acward..i wanted to make love with him i even told him i did and he asked me if i was sure and i was posotive...but i know it was wrong with age differance but i feel that love has no limmits so ya....the next day i felt wierd about it then we ended up doing it again like 2 nmore tims...um yeah then my dad became suspiciouse and cicked him out and like i thought it was lust before buti know its not because it would be gone allready and i really love him i just havent been able to talk to him much and yeah and i just saW HIM LAST SATERDAY before that i didnt see him since the 4th of september AND I THOUGHT THEASE FEELINGS WERE GONE BUT THERE NOT they are still there and i dont know what to do because i really want him and its becoming obvious to the family and like gosh i donmt know i miss him alot right now and some times i cry....
i really want to see him...and also he is my 1st cousin. he tells me things and its the same things im eather thinking of and wanting to tell him and he cares fore me too like the same way were so much a like...
sorry if this was long and it didnt make anysense i had to post this because i didnt see any one else with this type of age difference..
i really want your opinions and responces.
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Comments
- WTF honey you should have been my child... First of all instead of wasting all of this devotion on a grown *** man who is your 1st cousin you need to be in the books. Reread what you wrote and you tell me where your focused should be... I'm happy your father kicked him out what he should have done was kick his *** all the way back to Arizona. Little girl you are trying to send that man to jail where he needs to be anyway because he is a preditor. You are not even wise enough to know that a man that wants your young *** has some serious mental issues. You are a tramp in the making and is headed for a road of destruction!
- Have you tried talking to someone about this? Maybe a psychiatrist or a counselor? If you are worried that your cousin will get arrested, the psychiatrist will be your best bet. But if you feel that he has taken advantage of your feelings for him (which very well could be the case) or treated you in ways that you feel violated you, you can go to any adult employed by your school and tell them. The police are another option, it is their job to protect minors from encounters of this kind. No matter which trustworthy adult you choose, it might be good to talk it out and figure out why you feel the way that you do. 14 to 32 is a long way. More than twice your lifetime. It really isn't a good idea to continue with this relationship. First of all, it is illegal and you will never be able to come out in the open with it and really be a couple. Secondly, all though you feel ready for a sexual relationship right now, it is a good idea to wait a few more years. You don't want anything, physically or emotionally to happen, that you will have to live with for the rest of your life (a very long time).
- BABY STAY AWAY FROM THIS SORRY CHILD MOLESTER IN DISGUISE AS A COUSIN. WHEN YOU ARE OLDER, YOU WILL REALIZE THAT YOU HAVE BEEN PLAYED. THE FUTURE FAMILY REUNIONS WILL BE NO PICNIC. YOU KNOW YOU WERE WRONG, AND HE KNOWS HE WAS WRONG, SO WHAT DO YOU EXPECT US TO TELL YOU, THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT. I DON'T THINK SO, YOU ARE GOING TO FEEL THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR ACTIONS FOR YEARS TO COME. SO MAY I SUGGEST THAT YOU GET SOME COUNSELING, BECAUSE YOU NEED SOME ONE TO TALK TO TO HELP YOU DEAL WITH THE AFTER EFFECTS.
- He is just wrong, you are to young to be worrying about love and a cousin who is that old? Think of it this way, if you do hook up, when you are 32 he will be 50! Crazy, if you can't think about today and you are full of puppy love feelings at least think about the future.