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Sent to a friend Aso of one year ago today, I was just getting engaged. 5 months later i told him I couldnt marry him, I never gave a reason why, but the truth is, I never loved him, I was so desperate for someone to love me. More truth, I had been sleeping with my ex for the past 9 months, I was getting what physical one could not give me from the other, and I was getting emotionally what I could not get from the other. One of them was the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I have lost them both. I need my bestfriend back. I found out two days ago I have breast cancer and I need his love and support, I cant go through this on my own and without him around I have concidered not telling anymore and just letting it take its course. I miss you.Rating:0.00
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- wow, this is deep,but you first and foremost must take care of yourself, because what you say you need you might not need. we don't always get what we need from people so we have to let go and let God. you might want this person more than you actually need them, and people need nurturing just like you they are not toys on a shelf waiting for you to need them. Remember that you are not the only one with needs or wants. But as we mature we have tell the difference between a need and a want and sometimes that is just painful. Be strong and take care, because God will supply all of your needs. Your wants are another matter.
- God wont supply jack sqwat other than hoping the sky will save you. i would suggest realizing that more and more woman are surviving breast cancer every day thanks to improvments in science.however if traditional treatments aren't working for you,i know a lot of medical plans don't cover new or experimental treatments which is part of the reason i would try taking enviro culture enzymes from a company called bio energy systems inc. It's aproved by the fda as safe for consumtion and is claimed to have strong anti-tumoral,anti-viral, capabilities and was awarded a us patent for there unique probiotic strain of lactobaculus planterum. And as far as the men in or out of your life you'll never be truly happy untill your happy with yourself period. And u cant have more than one person at a time,because most humans are really a selfish and jealous bunch and dont like sharing partners. If u do want to be with a man and fool around, find someone who's into the swinging lifestyle. At least your honest that way.