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Sent to a friend Okay first off... I'm in my mid-teen years. I am gay. No one knows I'm gay. I have had sex many times with a guy. Here's the catch: I first had sex when I was 13. Its a long story but I have nothing better to do...... So when I was in my iffy stage (the stage where your not completely sure about sex or you sexuality) and I had noticed tha fact that lesbian porn didn't turn me on.I thought "Well okay its just b/c I'm not actually seeing sex".... But when my friend trevor started talking bout lesbian porn non-stop I started to get worried. I still couldn't stop being mesmorized by the penis. This made me insecure about my own penis size (b/c being 13 it seemed rather small)....... So I devised a plan: There was this guy on my swim team who wore a size 12 at age 14 so I thought this would be a good comparison. So one day after practice I took forever changing......
The thing was he took his jolly old time changing too. So after 15 minutes of changing we were the only ones left in the locker room. Then out of nowhere he whipped his dick out and asked me to touch it. I didn't know what to say (number one I was mesmorized by his 7 1/2 inche dick number two I wasn't prepared for this situation) so I did it. He told me to take mine out and I did and he touched it. He asked me if you could give me head which I let him. After a minute I told him I wanted to suck him (I don't know what I was thinking).He let me.
He told me that he wanted to stick his dick in in ass checks just to see how it would feel. God it felt so great. He let me do it to him. We decided our parents were probaly waiting outside going crazy b/c we'd been changing for 20 minutes. So this happened about 10 times everyday after swim practice. Then one saturday I was at his house and his mom got called into work. Within 10 minutes we had our pants down on his bed.
Thats when he told made his move. He told me that he wanted to finger me...... so I got in the proper position and he went away on my ass. After about 5 minutes he told me that he was going to fuck me so he so he held down my arms and stuck his dick in my ass. Damn it hurt like hell (now that I look back on it he wasn't exactly doing it right)...... But he starting thrusting and it felt so good. He ejacklated in me and pulled out. And thats how it all happened. Well that's not all. We one night stands all the way up until recently.
There were always one night stands. No relationship. No love. Just sex. The worst part is after the intial time I intiated most of the one night stands and in retrospect I regret all of it...... But the thing is should I?
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Comments
- sounds like a porn to me. you're just exploring.
- GET TESTED,FORGET ABOUT REGRET!!!!
- i see no mention of a condom! honestly you're probably too young to be acting like a "man-whore". BUT if you're gonna do it, be safe. get tested. get your partners tested.
and maybe you should look into slowing down and perhaps have sex with someone that you care about...it'll be a 1000 times better. but 1st and foremost protect yourself and others if you're gonna do anything. goodluck!