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Sent to a friend I'm a strong Christian studying to be a pastor. I don't cuss, I don't steal, and I try to help others when I can. People look to me like I'm one of the Holyiest people to have walked around since Jesus.But it's all a lie. I'm more akin to a demon than to Jesus. I have the most beautiful girlfriend in the whole world. She's an amazing woman of God.
And I cheat on her... I haven't just done it once or twice... I do it every week. I flirt with other girls, I date other girls, I watch them get undressed... Girls of all ages too. Many of them just preteens.
The only thing i've never done is to have had sex with another girl. I haven't been able to bring myself to do that yet... And I think if I ever did, i wouldn't be able to live with myself afterwards.
And the worst part is, my girlfriend doesn't know a thing. She sits idly by thinking she has the perfect man...
And i can't even stop myself. I crave more women. I want more women... But I need to stop. Help!
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- seek and ye shall find, ask and ye shall recieve. get counseling and get it quick. the devil is a lie, with Christ all things are possible, with help this too shall pass. May God be with you.
with all of the above advice you must first want to stop. - well if ur cheater, then ur obviously NOT a strong christian, and u might want to get out of the ministry asap before u lead others astray ..
- ok you need to relax first of all. dont listen to the person above this comment. look god calls us all to do certain things. obviousally its ministry. remember to err is human and to forgive divine. tell your girlfriend and pray to god for help. its possible that she and yourself can work this out. god bless.
- You need to get your life right before you can ever think about helping other people... Go to your pastor or someone else you trust and can give you good, right and honest counsel, and do it this week before your life is really messed up...
- preteens? excuse me? just what do you think you're doing?!!
- The truth is you haven't actually cheated at all yet. But you are setting the stage for it.
And the preteen girl thing is just creepy. - B.S. First, if you were a ''strong'' Christian with this problem you wouldn't be studying to be a pastor. Your time would be consumed in study and prayer and that alone would take so much time and mental direction as to make such actions difficult if not prohibitive.
So this is simply another attempt at slandering christianity. Christians aren't perfect but you can't be what you describe here, you can't even spell holiest. - Call 911. Turn urself in. U r breaking the law and need to go to jail.