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Sent to a friend I'm a miserable little pile of secrets. I act like a straight guy all day at work and with my friends, and at night I hang out with my bi ex-girlfriend and get her to go to gay clubs with me. I love to cross dress and I've even ordered Estrogen and a testosterone-blocker off of the internet so I could feel more feminine. However, becoming fully transgendered scares the shit out of me because I fear my family and friends would disown me.I have never revealed my flaming gay side to my family or even my closest friends. I feel like a phony when I hang out with gays and I feel like a coward when I go along with gay bashing among my friends. I feel like I've become the worst of two worlds. Men aren't interested in me because I act straight, and women don't interest me because I want to be the woman in the relationship. I am fucked up and I will die a lonely closeted liar faggot.
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- just go and tell every one man,its not an uncommen thing.if they truely like you it shouldent realy matter...
- get some relief and tell the truth. the truth feels much better. Be true to yourself because you will be with yourself longer than you will be with anyone else. None of know if we will die lonely, but you don't have to live lonely. I hope that you found some relief in sharing this on secret confessionz. be blessed God made you too!!!!
- I'm a gay man, and you have to be honest with yourself. Once you do, you will feel so liberated. There are many resources for you to tap into as well. Contact the Gay and Lesbian center in your area and I am sure that can refer you to support groups or someone that can help you through these challenges. You are not alone.