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Sent to a friend Long time ago, I was in 6 or 7 grades. He like me and want date me, etc. So anyway, we date on and off for many year, that is until high school. I was sophomore and he was gradaute and left school. I was beg him to stay at least for prom. But he said no and dont want stay here any longer and want to go somewhere. I was getting piss and dont want to be alone prom again.. So I break up with him. So few year until 2004 and I told him to decide that I want to go back with him when I'm going to college but he is already in college. I had few months until I get in college. Anywa, I told him, please wait for me until I go to college then we can be together again. He agree with that. so until 2 or 3 month later, he find a girlfriend. I told him that I thought we agree to wait until I go to college. He said he forget. I was like, what the hell. So fine, so since he got the woman. I'll find mine. So now I have a boyfriend and so is he. Finally, I got into college same as him. At frist, we talk little bit and playful like we are couple. But I avoid him and dont want play with him because I have boyfriend. 2 month later, he broke up with her for some reason. I asked him why would you broke up with her. He wont answer me. I knew the reason anyway. But afterware, he beg me so badly to want back to me. I told him no and I have boyfriend. Asked me why not broke up and go back tog with him. I told him thousand time no. Still beg until he gave up. Then he back with his girl. Now more aviod him. I dont want him and he hurt me. So I decide I dont want see him again or something. Just until I'm ready. Even he is now, June 2008, he broke up with her. Ask me to be his friend. I told him no. He knew that I still have feeling for him. But right now, I still feel hurt and don't know even that I want be friend, boyfriend again or not see him or talk ever again. So it tough for me. Sometime, I dream of him and dont want even dream about him but it happen. So don't know if I have feel for him. And I want to be my current boyfriend but I don't know if I love him or any feeling. Sometime I think I just want to get back him with my boyfriend that he did to me long time. Am I use my bf or what? I have been with him for 4 years now and sometime we are tog.. Nothing wrong with us. So should I stay with my good boyfriend or to be ex? But I refer to stay with my current boyfriend because he is good to me and happy together.And I'm not ready to see him or talk again. I want to wait.
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