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Sent to a friend I'm a 16 year old guy.To start things off. I'm not gay. (Not that I have a problem with gays, I'm all for same sex marriage and such).
However.
I fell in love with the guy trumpet player in my section in our high school band. He's only 15. Our relationship was kept a secret and we had our fun. But one day we were caught kissing by our band teacher. Although my band teacher was very kind and understanding and promised to keep the whole thing a secret, from that day on he stopped talking to me. He ignored my messages and even blocked all my calls. I just don't know what to do. For one thing, I feel so stupid for going head over heels deep in love with him. It's hard seeing him all the time in school but everytime I try to talk to him he ignores me. I still have feelings for him even.
I dont know what to do. I can't forget him.
I feel vulnerable and desperate. And I wish none of it ever happened at all.
And I know this might sound like I'm gay (falling in love with a guy and all). But its just him. Only him. I dont find any other guy attractive in that way.
I just need advice.
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Comments
- I doubt this is going to help you.
But if you said you are not gay,
maybe you are confused and just
really love him as a friend.
You should tell him you can
forget about your past relationship
at anytime, so that he stops feeling
uncomfortable. Wich I'm sure he is.
And if you still love him then try to
work it out, but not before, cause
now he is not even talking to you. - Sounds like you might be bi, even though you think he is the only one you could ever love. I bet there may be another guy you could have similar feelings for (though may be very very rare). Don't worry, this time in your life is supposed to be crazy and awkward. You'll be OK in time, just remember that.