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Sent to a friend[4937] I guess I will never be wanted
So my ex of 3 years dumped me in the past and it hurted me really bad,I didn't get over that until recently and that was years ago...maybe 2 or so. So I reside back in Jersey again and he knew that and wanted to see me. We seen each other a couple of time since I been back and we had sex like 3 times allready.Yesterday just broke me down when he told me he couldn't see me no more and how he's into someone else and thinking of starting something with her. This just hurts me so bad.....you people just don't understand. Its like I'm reliving what he did in the past....how he left me for someone else. I feel that no one is going ever going to love me nor will I ever love someone. He sat there going on and on about how I am not his type and how I have issues and I'm not what he wants. I wish he'd tell me that before me giving him my time and body.I'm hurt yo,you just don't understand.
Never again will I trust,love or sleep with a man again,I am done.I just don't want to even live no more. What's the point when I have all these issues and my life is hectic and I know all men aint shit.
I can't even cry because he's hurt me so bad in the past that I start to feel numb and bitter about the shit and everything else.
Today I plan to get my hair done and buy some stuff for myself to make myself feel better.
I hope this works. I just can't believe he's done this to me..AGAIN.
I'm so tired of hurting all the time and I'm sick of trying. Its like all the men that wants to deal with me "trys" to take advantage because I'm quiet and little do they know is that I am not nieve,desperate or nothing like that(I might be this way with my ex,but not other men)I take no shit,play no games with these men at all.
So,I'm just a bitter bitch now,I can accept that because I will not settle for less and I will not tolerate disrespect or mistreatment,I deserve to get love and respect. Fuck that. Fuck MEN.
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- you should try going gay i know maybe not the best but hey it might work think of all the upsides to it and the down what out ways and no im not trying to turn people gay just if you cant handle a guy try for a girl you know they care more about your feelings and are less likly to hurt you if you find a good one but even with that said you can find a good man not all are egostitc asses (if thats a word lol) just look at your possibilitys