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[584] Still In Love With Her

Okay, this is killing me. I thought I was so over my ex. Now she coming back around like everything is okay and I am breaking from this. I don't know. We've been broken up for 3 months and she was my first girlfriend, when we broke up, I was so hurt and thoughts of suicide entered my mind on so many occasions, I was down and depressed for over three months. I even went back to dating guys. I got back with my ex boyfriend b/c I told myself I would never date another girl again. I didn't want that hurt again. The love and emotion that two females can share is so much deeper than a guy and a girl. We as women love harder. But remember that the pain of heartbreak is alot stronger as well. I didn't know it would hurt that much. So just when I was getting over her, she comes back around. I love the company and conversations from her, but I don't wanna get hurt again. And on top of all that, I am back with my dude. I don't wanna hurt him in no way. He just went out to sea, too....That would tear someone apart. Can't do that to him. Can't do that to myself. She can't keep coming in and out my life when it benefits her. HELL NO!!! I refuse, to let her hurt me again. I refuse to be the dummy...No, never....I wanna leave her alone, but its like she's addictive, don't know how to tell her no. When I am around her, I get butterflies and nervous. And that happens only around her. I don't know. I am confused. I don't know....

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  • Ok Sweetheart,

    First, straddling the fence it a serious crime. If you know and feel deep down in your heart that girl- girl relationships are for you then don't exploit men when the roads get rocky, thats not fair. Now, about your ex, getting over someone that you love is a hard and continuous battle. But as you know communication with your ex will only make it harder. If it is over than let it be over! No calls, no visits, no sex, no nothing. And there will be days when you feel like you can't go on. But you can. I'm not gonna tell you that there will be more good days than bad days, because thats just not true. But what is true is that you will survive, and you can move on.
  • Some people don't have arms or legs..
  • GIRL YOU ARE CRUSING FOR A BRUISING. NOT ONLY DID THE GIRL TURN YOU OUT, SHE IS PLAYING YOU LIKE A PIANO. TELL HER TO BACK OFF AND TELL HER THIS IN WORDS AND ACTIONS. DON'T GIVE HER THE TIME OF DAY. BIG TROUBLE LIES AHEAD FOR YOU. TRUE STORY A GUY COME BACK AND SEE HIS GIRL WITH A GIRL AND HE SAYS THIS IS FOR YOU BABY IF SHE IS WHAT YOU WANT I AM OUT AND HE BLOWS HIS BRAINS OUT. TRUE STORY, DON'T LET IT BECOME YOUR STORY.

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