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Sent to a friend[5939] I am a horrible girlfriend...
I don't even know what to say. I am the most horrible version of myself that I ever thought possible. Gosh, sometimes I wish I could just die. The reason I feel this way is because of what I've done to a man I love. And after reading this I know a lot of you will say that I'm a whore and that I don't love him. But the truth is I really do, I just can't help the things I do. Me and my boyfriend have been dating for 6 months. If you add up all the people I've cheated on him with (by doing something physical with them), it comes out to about 5 people. If you add up all of the people I've talked to saying that I wanted to break up with him and date them, it comes out to about 5 people, and I've only physically cheated on him with 2 of those 5. The first time I cheated on him, all I did with this guy was make out once. The second and third times were with 2 guys that I barely knew when I was on vacation and they were just one night stands, but I regrettably had sex with them. The fourth time I just kissed a guy that I used to date and he was one of the 5 people that I talked to about leaving my boyfriend for. And the fifth time, gosh, I had sex with the guy I lost my virginity to, but the thing is, I didn't just have sex with him once, we've had sex twice and have planned to have sex again. He is the other out of the 5 that I talked to about dating. The other 3 people that I talked to about leaving my boyfriend for were two girls that I liked a lot and a guy that I liked quite a bit. I don't know why I do this. And I feel like the absolute worst person in the world for what I've done. But for some reason I can't stop. And I love my boyfriend so much. Gosh, I'm such a horrible person.....Rating:0.00
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- your really not a horrible person at all. your human. and if we could control our feelings for other people, and why we do the things we do, we would, but we can't unfortunately. do not believe in guilt, as long as you never intentionally hurt another person. embrace yourself in whatever way you feel you need do. no matter what in the end theres always going to be pain, there is no such thing as being completely and 100% happy, but thats life.
- You probably know it is not right to cheat, if you are not happy with your boyfriend the spit it out woman,, IF you are happy with him then why cheat, is it because you dont like the SEX?????????
- your def a horrible cunt
- I think u should leave him alone because he is the one that is going to be hurt in the end. You may say u love him but you are not in love with him so just let him be. Go and find somebody who will make u happy. Hope everything workes out for u good luck.
P.S. Hopefully you are having safe sex because u wouldnt want to catch a decease. Take care. - laeve ur guy and do watever u wanna then :/
yea ur a whore - YES YOU ARE A BIT OF WHORE. MAYBE YOU SHOULDNT HAVE A LONG TERM RELATIONSHIP FOR A WHILE
- Just an update, I was the one who wrote this confession quite a while ago. Since then, I had a pregnancy scare and that guy left me for another woman. I am now happy to report that I am in a relationship with a man that I am SO in love with. I have not cheated on him in ANY way. I finally found the man that I want to spend forever with.
- left ur bf, he deserves someone better. n ur a bitch by the way.