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Sent to a friend I AM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO I HEARD AROUND TOWN IS GAY. NOW I KNOW U CANT BELIEVE EVERYTHING YOU HEAR BUT IF EVERYBODY IS SAYING I SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT. THE BIGGEST HOMOSEXUAL IN TOWN CALLED ME AND TOLD ME HIS FRIEND HAD SEX WITH MY MAN. I DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE IT. SO I BELIEVED HIM WHEN HE TOLD ME HE KNEW OF HTE RUMOR BUT IT WAS NOT TRUE AND THAT I HAD NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. OUR RELATIONSHIP IS OVER FOR OTHER REASON BUT I FEEL THESE PROBLEMS STEMMED FROM THAT. I ALWAYS FELT DURING OUR REALIONSHIP HE WAS HOLDING BACK BUT I COULD NEVER FIGURE OUT WHY. IT MAY HAVE BEEN THAT HE WAS NOT INTO ME BUT HE DID ACT LIKE, OR IT COULD HAVE BEEN ANOTHER GIRL. DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART I FELT IT WAS THAT HE WAS ON THE DOWN LOW. I CANNOT SEEM TO MOVE ON FROM HIM CUZ HONESTLY I FELT LIKE HE IS EVERYTHING I COULD WANT IN A MAN PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY, AND SPIRTUALLY. I FEEL THAT MEETING EACH OTHER WAS DESTINY AND IT WAS MEANT TO BE. I FEEL SO MUCH FOR HIM BUT HE DOESNT SEEM OT FEEL IT FOR ME. I NEED TO MOVE ON BUT CANT SEEM TO. WHAT SHOULD I DO?Rating:3.00
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- Spiritually - What a joke! Spiritually he brought you to ruin because he didn't cherish you enough to marry you. He's gay, get over it and grow up!
- i don't see how u can't move on? clearly this man is GAY... you need to wake up and smell the coffee... move forward with your life my spiritual sister... ( Admin )
- I AM NOT READY FOR MARRIAGE AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE SO HIM NOT MARRIYING ME IS JUST FINE. AND MOVING ON IS NOT AS EASY AS U THINK WHEN U LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH
- MOVING ON MAY NOT BE EASY, BUT I BET IF IT WERE A TRAIN COMING YOUR WAY, YOU WOULD MOVE QUICK. MOVING ON MAY NOT BE EASY, BUT YOU HAD BETTER MOVE, JUST LIKE YOU WOULD IF A TRAIN WERE COMING. YOU SAY YOU THINK YOU LOVE HIM, DON'T YOU KNOW? WHEN IN DOUBT GET OUT. YOUR DOUBTS ARE YOUR BRAIN'S WAY OF TELLING YOU DANGER , DANGER. LISTEN TO YOUR BRAIN. WHERE THERE IS SMOKE THERE IS FIRE. YOU SAY YOU ARE NOT READY FOR MARRIAGE AND YOU SAY YOU THINK YOU LOVE HIM. HONEY, YOU JUST AIN'T READY. MOVE GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE THERE IS A TRAIN COMING AND THE HOUSE IS ON FIRE. DUH!!!!!
- What do you mean you aren't ready for marriage? So why are you interested in playing house - fornicating, spending and investing your precious time with and on him? Yes, moving on is easy when you have sense and realize your worth!
- It seems to me that you are hanging on to the fantasy of what you thought this relationship would be and not what it obviously truly is. There is NO WAY that this man could be part of your destiny, or right for you physically, mentally, emotionally or spiritually. The man is GAY he does not WANT to have sex with WOMEN. This is not about you and the strength of your love for him or anything else it is a matter of what he wants from life and what you want from life. You want to be in a well rounded fulfilling relationship with a man but unfotunatley or you SO DOES HE. Do not make this into something it is not. He could not fulfill anything for you. Relationships are based on reciprocity and he has nothing to offer you. You are only setting yourself up for a great dissapointment. Spend some time getting your head together and find out why you are so bent on chasing a man who has no interest in you, not because of anything that you aren't but because essentially he doesn't want a women.
Be strong.... you deserve better.
~NM~