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Sent to a friend I'm 22 and just moved into my own apartment 8 months ago. Its a small studio apt. with the living room and very small kitchen in the back, with a tiny patio and sliding doors. I keep the side window open most of the time since the weather here is warm most of the year. I'm up by 6am each morning and since being alone sleep naked and don't bother dressing until right brfore I go to work at 9am. The shade on the window is pulled down almost all the way but is up 8 or 10 inches all the time. I usually just turn on the TV each morning and after my shower stand around naked. After a month or so I realized my neighbor was sitting at a picnic table on her patio every morning with her coffee and newspaper and had a direct view into my living room. I had spoken to her and her husband quite a few times previously and then knew why she always had a funny smile on her face when we spoke. I also noticed her chair was closer to my window than it had been before and just knew she saw me nude many times. She is probably in her 40's, heavy, and not the least bit attractive. I was extremely embarrassed at first and am still embarrassed by what I've been doing. For the last 6 1/2 months I've been purposly exposing myself to her almost every morning making sure all the lights are on. The crazy thing is I'm humiliated when I do it but am also aroused by it. I even placed a small mirror on a table so I can see her watching me. I've become so brazen exposing myself to her that months ago I started to masturbate knowing she was watching me. Its turned into a compulsion and even though I still feel embarrassed by it I get pleasure from it. I see her often in the evenings and know I blush some when I speak to her but she has never mentioned anything about it. I talk to her husband often also and I'm convinced she hasn't mentioned it to him either. She must like watching me and is usually out on her patio by at least 7am almost every day. I never did anything like this before and can't understand why I get so much excitement by humiliatinng myself. When I do talk to her I am actually embarressed knowing she sees me naked so often but continue to do it at least 4 times a week. When I masturbate, I do it slowly so I don't cum to fast prolonging it as long as I can. Some times I just stand as close to the window as I can but have difficulty not getting an erection seeing her looking at me. I don't know if she realizes I now do it purposely but do hope she doesn't.Rating:3.00
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- what fun i would really like that arrangement too..i'd love to do the same thing....wait i have...almost forgot...the young wife down the hall..she has seen me in the window lots of times. when i hear her car pull up i stand in front of the window naked pretending to adjust the TV...she always looks but her sister turns away...very cool...
- he must like watching me and is usually out on her patio by at least 7am almost every day. I never did anything like this before and can't understand why I get so much excitement by humiliatinng myself. When I do talk to her I am actually embarressed knowing she sees me naked so often but continue to do it at least 4 times a week.
- You've become an exhibitionist, congrats and enjoy
- In all honesty that would totally turn me on, too. Even if the woman is fat and ugly. You are not the only freak out there.
- She gets a turn-on from watching you. Enjoy!!
- this is hot. My 65 year old mom and her ugly friend have been coming over to mine for a few years now (i am 40) and making me try on underwear for them while they make comments about me! It embarasses me and turns me on at the same time...by the time i have tried on the third or four pair of "stripper pants" my mom has brought around i am so hard. Her friend likes to pull at the waistband and tells me to dance for them!