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Sent to a friend[7946] I have a crush on my best friend but I have a girlfriend
Hi. I've been going out with this girl for a long time now. We are really serious. I love her so much. Anyway....me n my mate whos name is matt have started getting really close. And I've always seen myself to be bi curious but have never been part of any experiences with another guy and have never really thought about my mate in a sexual way. However I recently accidently saw on his laptop,gay sex stories up on a webpage. He must have forgotton to close properly. After seeing this my heart kept pounding cuz of the shock. I just couldn't beleive it. Mostly because I am always reading the same sort of thing. And now I can't get him out of my head. When I stay at his place I want to go into his room n hug n kiss him but I just keep thinking about what it could do to our friendship. He's not the type of guy to blab to my girlfriend so her finding out isn't a problem. I'm just more worried about me n my mates friendship. I also try n figure out what I would b gaining if I do make a move, and I can't figure out any unselfish advantages.The thing I also have to mention is we muck around about "wanting" each other in a joking way all the time. N I always get the feeling he wants me to make the first move. Hes asked me if I'm homophobic in which I replied no not at all. And I always stare at him straight in the eyes when we talk by ourselves in which he does the same back. I think the signs are clear enough but i would b very upset if this tore apart our frienship and even more upset if it caused the end of the relationship between me n my girlfriend.
I want to also mention that I'm not planning on leaving my girlfriend, I love her too much and iv never had these feelings towards anyone else besides her til recently. I've never cheated on her or really hit on anyone else while we have been together.
So what I'm practically seeking is other ppls oppinions on the situation. I don't think 1 kiss could do much harm. Even if he's not interested I think we could move on straight away.
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Comments
- If he's into gay stories he just might be interested in finding out what its all about, let him know how you feel. Me and a buddy started out that way, he wanted to play the top, and I was more that willing to be the bottom. And one night it happened, and we were both hooked.
- Easier said than done. I wouldn't even know how to start that conversation.
- Could i get some help with this situation please
- could you have a threesome with your girlfriend and him? if your gf is really into the idea then maybe she could initiate. or you could all play strip poker when drunk. if she's not into it then it seems you're considering cheating on her... generally a bad idea. so break up with her and ask him to comfort you afterwards. things could get hot after that.
- Accidentally kiss him, and if he doesn't reciprocate then apologize and move on.