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Sent to a friend Ive known you for these long 5 years. We've almost went our separate ways a few times now from what everyone else says of us. I know it hurts you more than it does me...'cus the truth is, I love you. I thought i didnt after a while, but it became clear to me, that if I cant have you in my life the way i want it, then im not gonna jeopardize our friendship. Id rather have you as a friend, than as nothing at all. And people always tell me to strive for what i want, but when it comes to you, I dont want to strive it because of what it risks, never seeing you again.I know your in a relationship right now, and i know you really like them. And im happy that you are happy, but to tell you the truth i dont feel complete without you, without your smile, without your voice...
You say that the word love is hard for you to say, so then why did you say it to me? Does I really mean something or is it a completely different love?
I dont want you to run out of my life.
I know Im hurting myself, and you probably wont like that. But its worth being hurt, as long as youre still with me.
I love you "monkey"
(for the readers)- I know i should move on if its been this long...beleive me ive tried, ive gotten into other relationships, kept away from her, even tried pushing her away. In the end, she is all i think about. I know this sounds like im obsessed but i dont think i am...i dont interfere with her life or anything.
Even around all my friends and family, i feel alone. But when she is with me, with all the little jokes and things we do together, i feel like i have the whole world by me. Im content and complete. Im at my happiest when with her.
-I almost bought a lottery ticket today because of what we were talking about. If I was to ever win the lottery, we would get married and be rich together. A little joke we laughed about...but i almost did try it.
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