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Sent to a friend For the past year I have thought about committing suicide every day. There is no real, substantial reason why I should hate my life, but I do. I long for pain; I fantasise about terrible things happening to me because then my feelings of self-hatred would be justified. I can't tell anyone, and haven't told anyone, about how I feel, because I'm the 'perfect' one who never fails and never can fail. But in truth, all I want to do is curl up into a tiny ball inside myself and spent the rest of eternity festering away, because I'm just so tired of it all and it won't go away.I have problems with eating, overexercising, friendships, academia, confidence....and I never let any of you know because I just couldn't. And I still can't, and I doubt I'll ever be able to. But I just need to tell someone - something - even if it's inanimate computer screen and a couple of faceless readers that I can't cope.
Thanks.
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- hang in there ur purpose will come to you when you least expect it
- really opening up to the closest people you know is the best thing for you because you will have advice and support that you cant give yourself i have learned this from my experiences because i bottled things up and never let them out and that lead to problems with drinking and going to the hospital dont give up faith because people like me will always want to help its the nature of humans
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