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Sent to a friend I'm a 19 year old lesbian, and i'm seeing my 15 year old neighbour who is male. I refuse to sleep with him, or do anything remotely sexual that would break the law of the UK, until he is 16.however he is the local thug, known for being a bit of a shit, everyone who lives on my estate knows who he is, what his name is, and who his mother is, it's getting harder and harder to hide, i think his mother, who is also a lesbian and on the gay scene of out city, has guessed, as she doesn't like us being alone anymore, whereas before, she didn't care at all.
he confuses me because i have never doubted my sexuality before, it could be his femininity, or it could just be that he is specail. either way, he is definately making an impact upon my life.
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UPDATE:
I wrote about seeing my 15 year old neighbour, about how i am nineteen, and about how he confuses me. this is the update.
we are closer than ever, i still see him everyday, i love to be around him, to spend time with him, and to curl up with him in the evenings. we are thought of as close friends by our families, but people are beginning to guess, we can't help but look at each other when we're around each other.
my mother has found out. she has recently left my father, ran off with another man, who beat my dad up and broke his ribs. i'm frightened she'll report me to the police, as she seems to hate me atm.
part of me knows this is wrong. what we do is against the law, i am considered a rapist. but i see the person, not the age, and he has been the only thing stopping me from killing myself.
he tells me that he wants what happens between us, that he instigated it, but i know i shouldn't have acted upon my feelings for him. we're too different. he's violent, he fights, i've been to the hospital with him twice, sitting all night waiting for him to be stiched up. he cannot read or write, and he is a shoplifter.
i go to university, i study American and english literature, i've never been in trouble with the law, and yet there is something that pulls us together. i don't know what.
but i know that what i am doing could well damage me
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Comments
- You in love with the drug king, you dont appreciate the nerds cuz you be madd boorredd
- Well, you enjoy each other, so, enjoy it. :)
And you can teach him to read/write.
- So u are 19 and he is 15 and now you have broken the law so I guess that means that you two are sexually active. Yes you are a rapist to the law. Better hope and pray u are not prosecuted for your crimes, then get over him and past him. He is a 15 yr old BOY trying to act like a man and he doesn't even know what it means to be one yet. He is able to mack down with a 19 yr old WOMAN who is confused and that makes him a "stud" and you his whore. Grow up, clear your head and get out!