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Sent to a friend I don\'t understand it . . . everytime in my life that a girl found out I liked her, it\'s like something goes off in their brain that makes them want to die. I don\'t get it. I get lots of compliments, mostly from older women, that I\'m a very handsome young man, I can make people laugh. Girls love to tease me affectionately, and I can have great conversations with them, but as soon as my interest goes beyond the friendship barrier, everything collapses. It makes me feel like something is wrong with me. It does a lot of harm to my confidence, because after it happens so many times, you kind of go crazy. And I think I\'m definitely at that point. The thing is, even though I\'m good looking, I am also very tall and slender. So I think it may be a girl thing because they want someone with muscles and I don\'t really have any. It makes me feel like shit all the time . . . i feel like it I could gain maybe thirty or forty pouns of muscle my life would be completely different, but my confidence has been shattered in so many different ways I don\'t know if I can get past the assumption that no one will ever even like me let alone love me . . .Rating:1.00