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Sent to a friend[9070] I knew this would happen
I\'ve been with my boyfriend for like 5 years. I live with him and his mom because my mom lost our apartment, he takes care of me the best he can with his mom\'s money but I resent him for it. When I met him I knew 2 things right away.1. His mother is insane and is only going to get worse.
2. His best friend is essentially my idea of male physical perfection.
My boyfriend\'s mother is literally ruining my life and I find myself lusting after his only friend. Actually he\'s my only friend too... and as of a late night texting session a few nights ago he knows that. My boyfriend knows how I feel about our life, not his friend... and because he knows how much I want to run away from this mess he just seems to give up on relationship when it comes down to it, it\'s me that\'s holding on. I convince myself he\'s only so mean because of the shit we go through but if I can\'t make him happy enough to want to get past all the shit with me the does he actually care?
Every weekend my boyfriend and I go over to his friend\'s house and drink. I know he cares about me as a friend and that makes it only a matter of time really till I come on to him.
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