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Sent to a friend[9161] The Greatest Love that will never be...
There are 3 very important woman in my life.The first one is my mom,who i think is one of the greatest, most loving and forgiving person i have ever known. I love her with all my heart and soul
The second one is the woman who i think is the love of my life, by knowing her i have found out that when there's a movie scenes showing us a couple/soulmates that always complete each other senses, its not made up, she shows me that it's the little thing she does that made me fall in love more and more, and spending time with her, no matter what we do....is the highlight of my days.
The third one is a beautiful woman who i love, she's still immature and sometimes could be such a selfish person. sometimes she could be so loving and caring and some time it seems that all she can think about is herself and her own happiness.
The problem with the picture above? The third woman is my wife, and the second woman is my sister in law, who have become very close to me.
I think we both share the same feeling, but we both know the consequences, so in other words it's a dean end.
We talk about our feeling once....it was vague, a lot of i love you and how much i care about you was said, but we are both to scared to specify that...is it a sister and brotherly love? is it real love....i think we both know it is real love.
We both always enjoy each other companies, we never seems to want to move whenever we accidentally bump or pressed against each other, we can finish each other jokes or senteces.
All signs, the time that i enjoy with her, and my own experiences tells me that this is the love of my life...and i think she feels the same way too, buts it's a love that will never be......because we both know what it will cause.
We both try to keep our distance in our own way, but sometimes all we manage is a day or two without texting and all the held up feeling comes out when we meet. And it's torturing me inside, although i have made my decision that it's better to protect our family and at least we could still sepnd some time together and enjoy it.....knowing how we think alike....i think she has come to that decision yet....maybe its for the best.....i don't know exactly how she feels....but i know it's torturing me, but thats the path i've chosen cause i'm married to her sister
If there's a friend out there who can help me go through this without causing any more pain...please, any comments are welcome
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Comments
- STOP COMMUNICATING WITH HER IMMEDIATELY. IT IS SUPER WRONG AND DISRESPECTFUL,NASTY AND CRUEL
- I'm in a similar situation with a man...There is no way around the pain. Fortunatly my pain is also the source of my joy. I commend you for your oblligation to your wife. I say that because I have never had that love (obligation) from a man to want to stay.